Bad Sub Nouveau

"I let you off the leash X and you were expected to come back. You didn't and that is very disrespectful."

I had Teacher's permission to hang out with Mark yesterday, and his only request was that I contact him to update him on my whereabouts.

I fucked up.

Teacher wasn't asking for much and I am very grateful I have someone who cares if I get home safely.

So I called Teacher and apologized for my negligence and being disrespectful to him. Needless to say he was pissed off. He thanked me for apologizing, but he said he was going to have a talk with me about this later today.

I could write a good post about the sex I had last night right now, but it doesn't feel right. Submission is not just about sex, and even if this was a Vanilla relationship I still would be in the wrong.

You guys will get the smut later on.


Thursday's Child said...

Oh, I don't know what to say! I wish you felt better. I'm so sorry that you feel so bad about what happened, but having been there myself, I know how easy it is to forget something that seems to small and simple. At least you apologized and admitted your error - that's a step in the right direction. I hope everything goes well with you and your Teacher.